anger

Oct. 2nd, 2009 08:22 pm
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Title: Anger
Parings/characters: Ianto, Jack, music, beer
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood or any of the characters.
Summary: Ianto had a really shit day
Spoilers: No, not really, around the end of the season one
Rating: NC-15
Beta:the so awesome  
[info]thrace_adams
Genre: angstt, with some comfort  (short fic, drabbles ?)
Note from the author: I had a really shit day at the school thursday, my students was monsters. This is the result of my anger and exhaustion.


 

 

Anger

The flat looks so empty, even his sighs echo on the air. He takes off his coat and goes directly into the kitchen. He feels like shit. It was a hard day, the kind of day that makes him almost regret surviving Canary Wharf. He sighs again, knowing he should be thankful to be alive, but sometimes the screams in this head are so loud that he just wishes he would disappear. The light in the fridge enlightens the darkened room for a brief moment. He takes out a bottle of beer, opens it and takes a gulp. He doesn’t feel better, but at least the alcohol gives him a false sensation of happiness. His heavy steps drive him toward the living room. He turns on the table lamp. The place looks so wrong, the lack of life is like slap in the face. A sob bubbles up into his throat, but he restrains it, he doesn’t want to cry. He takes another gulp of his beer. He hates the silence of his flat, of his life. So he turns on the radio and puts on a CD. The music dances around him, he closes his eyes, for a moment the world around him is gone. The sound of a hard guitar explodes in the air, jumps inside him. All his anger and his exhaustion rolls up like a ball of fire in his stomach. A scream exits his mouth, his head follows the beat of the music. Like an insane doll, his body moves around the place, in a frenetic dance. Ianto Jones suddenly feels alive, he’s not afraid; for the moment he just feels. He sings loudly the lyrics of the song, nothing else matters anymore, he just wants to be. He doesn’t hear the door open behind him; he doesn’t see the look of the man in the door frame. But he feels the strong arms that embrace him, tastes the lips on his own. Suddenly the anger disappears, the exhaustion flies away, a soft smile plays on his lips. Jack……..

The end

 

 

Date: 2009-10-03 04:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
Thanks! *HUGS*
I know, sometimes the doubts attack me and I feel so alone and stupid.....

But I feeling better now and I am writting the next Blue Lizard chapter !!!

I loooooooooooooooove your new icon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Take care mon amie !!!!!!!

Date: 2009-10-03 05:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
Gah, I know what you mean but at least we have our friends who help us out of that state of mind :3

I'm so glad that you're feeling better and *squees* for Blue Lizard!

Thankies, I fell in love with it as soon as I saw it

I will, take care too!!! :D

Date: 2009-10-03 05:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
Yep, that is true, Im so happy about the comments, really you make all of you, feeling better!

Its so adorable! You always have great icon!

*hugs*
Have a nice evening !

Date: 2009-10-03 05:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
Hee, thanks.

Have a nice sataurday afternoon! :D
*huggles*

Date: 2009-10-03 05:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
Its a lazzy saturday afternoon.......

I sent you something at you mailbox.... not here at lj, your other one.......
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Date: 2009-10-03 05:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
I saw, I'll have a look at it^^

Date: 2009-10-03 06:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
Thanks! Its just to let me know what you think......

Date: 2009-10-03 06:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
aerh Nadine...I think you sent me your the wrong chapter xD
you sent me chpt 14, shouldn't it be 15? ;3

Date: 2009-10-03 06:23 pm (UTC)

Date: 2009-10-03 06:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
lol no worries, I just felt very psychic until I realized that this was your last chapter *laughs*

So you only want my opinion or do you want me to go through your grammar/words too?^^

Date: 2009-10-03 06:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
no no just your opinion! I know my grammar/words is certainly very very bad !!!! I just need the little friendly slap on my shoulder: yep, go girl or What is this shit ???? ;p

Date: 2009-10-03 06:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
Okay, in this case it is a very strong yep, go girl!!!
The emotions are just right and I want more! xD

Your grammar is not too bad, you have one or two little quirks in there but the more you practise, the better you get is what they say so GO YOU NADINE!!! *cheers*

Date: 2009-10-03 06:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
Really ??? Thanks! Great, I feel better now!
I jump in my bed with a lot of cushion and blanket (its freezing here) I take Bobo with me and I go to write the next!!!!

I know, I try my best;p
*hugs*
merci ma chérie
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Date: 2009-10-03 06:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
It's a really good beginning for the chapter, I felt myself diving head first back into the story^^

I know you will succeed :D
*hugs back*
You're welcome^^
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Date: 2009-10-03 06:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
hooooooo thanks! You are so great with me and with the series! Your enthousiasm make me very happy!!!!!!

*gros calins*
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Date: 2009-10-03 07:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
Aaaww no reason not to be enthusiastic about your story! *huggles*

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Date: 2009-10-03 07:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
Naaaaaaaaaaaa you are the better pom pom girl in the world!!!!

*plus gros calins*
xxxxxxx

Date: 2009-10-03 07:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
Heee *beams and gets her pom pons ready*
HAPPY TIME!!!

Date: 2009-10-03 07:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
I get the balloons!!!!

Date: 2009-10-03 07:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
I'll bring the ice cream! ;D

Date: 2009-10-03 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com
I bring the little party hat!!!!

Date: 2009-10-03 08:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com
And I'll bring the party poppers! ;D

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