Ianto Jones drowns
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morgiaTitle:Ianto Jones drowns
Pairing: Jack/Ianto, team
Rating: angst
Spoilers: Not really, somewhere in season two
Disclaimer: No, I don't know them
Warning: mention of drowns
Summary: the title told it
Notes: Humm, I was in a bad mood this week, my students was monsters and I really felt like I drowned..... so this is the result, hope you gonna like it....... Like always, comment are really, really appreciated ;)
Beta: The fabulous and so talented just_being_me08
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Ianto Jones drowns.....
His lungs hurt, like a fire is burning inside them. The darkness is everywhere, he feels like he’s a rag doll being swayed by giant hands. He can’t breathe; if he does the water will enter him and slowly kill him. The currents move him up and down, smashing him against the rocks. His body is just a pantomime in this angry force of nature. It hurts, it hurts so much, he wants to breathe, but he can’t. Jack… He doesn’t know what is the most painful, to know he will die soon or to not have the chance to see him before the end. Ianto Jones doesn’t want to die, but it’s too late. Once, he heard someone say that to drown is a better way to die, because in the end you feel like you’re flying. But for now, Ianto Jones just feels the anger and the rage that’s exploding inside him. He just wants to scream.
“Jack, what are you doing?”
“Umm?..... I’m kissing you Ianto Jones..... and it’s a pure pleasure to taste your perfect skin....”
“I know you’re kissing me, but Jack, we are at a crime scene. We’re investigating, don’t you remember?”
“Oh yes, but action, suspense and crime have always excited me..... you’re such a gorgeous young man....”
“Jack!!!!! The others will come back soon!!!”
“Exactly so I should take you right now fast and hard.....”
“Jaaaack!!!”
“Ohh, I know how much you love this....”
His laugh resonates in his mind like a distant dream. He was so happy, this shag was so hot, so intense, he had felt so alive. He’s suffocating, he doesn’t know anymore where the sky is. The current pushes him hard against the rocks, this time his head takes the shock and sparkles dance in front of him. That reminds him of the flickers of the fire camp when he went camping with his parents, during his childhood. He can almost feel the fire’s warmth on his face.
“Tad, what are the stars?”
“They are balls of fire, far away in space.”
“Who lit them?”
“Some legends tell that they are candles of God, to comfort us when we are afraid of the darkness....”
“Oh! Like the light mum puts on my room when I go to sleep?”
“Kind of my son.... To remind you that we will always be there to protect you.”
“I love you tad....”
“Love too son.”
“I’ll love you forever my little boy....”
“I love you more mum!!!!”
In his frozen prison, Ianto can almost feel his mum’s arms around him, he can see her beautiful smile. He wants to scream, he doesn’t want the darkness to bring him into a world where the fires no longer burn. He’s furious, about himself to have not been vigilant enough in the hunt, furious about the alien that took him by surprise and pushed him down into the chasm. At least, Tosh had stayed on the edge, the alien falling with him, he knows that it died at the moment it touched the waves. He almost laughs, it’s so pathetic, this morning he told Jack that he loved him. The kiss was so tender, so good. He knew at that moment that his Captain loved him passionately. He was so happy and now cruel destiny made the decision that all this happiness was an illusion, the play is over, and the curtains are down, the act ends. He needs to breathe, he knows it’s insane, but his body doesn’t obey anymore. He opens his mouth and takes a breath, even when he knows it will be his last one.
“So, when they arrived I was naked and saw the two dressed up queens next to me and all I found to say was: can somebody tell me where the exit is?”
“Jack! What did the soldiers do?”
“Well, Gwen, you know how seductive am I, so I just grinned and they helped me to find my clothes and let me go.”
“Ok, but what our captain didn’t mention is that the soldiers were all women and they had drunk a love potion just before....”
“Owen, that’s a little detail....”
“Oh, no, it’s a big one sir.”
The team’s giggles echo around him. It’s like they are here with him, like they give him the only thing he deserves at the end: a last piece of happiness. The water fills his lungs, his body shakes furiously in the enraged currents, Ianto Jones surrenders. They are wrong, dying by drowning is not like flying, its like he’s exploding inside, and it’s atrociously painful. His mind runs away, he has the feeling that he’s not in the water anymore, like strong hands bring him up towards the sun, like familiar lips kiss him. Jack..... Spasms shake his body; the water seeming to exit his lungs. Like a dream, he hears Jack voice begging him to open his eyes, to come back to him. Owen voice roams around too. Is this what it is like to die? You hear voices at the very end?
“He’s gonna be fine Jack..... Just give him time to come back.... He will survive...”
Jack....
The end
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Date: 2009-02-27 01:27 am (UTC)I'm sorry you've had a rough week, but this fic was just gorgeous. I really, really love it and I'm putting it in my memories. Just fantastic hun.
*insomnia hugs*
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Date: 2009-02-27 01:35 am (UTC)*blush* wow, you put my fic in your memories? *blush again* ok, now, I look like a tomato.... lol
My fic its almost finish.......
BIG HUG
*proud of myself hug*
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 01:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 01:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 01:47 am (UTC)I know that I told you in my e-mail how much I loved this when I beta'd it, but I just wanted to write you a comment before I went to bed. Why? Because I am so proud of you, and I love being able to support your writing. Thank you so much for letting me be your beta, I enjoy it so so much. :)
You KNOW how much I adore this anyway, all your imagery and all those beautiful flashbacks into Ianto's past, it really is special. But I just wanted to tell you again ma chere!!
*lots of hugs for you* I hope that tomorrow is a better day for you, and if not....at least it is the weekened soon!!! :D:D
prends soin de toi ma cherie
love
Siany
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Date: 2009-02-27 01:55 am (UTC)You are the most fabulous and so supportive beta in the world!!!!! Thanks so much to be there for me and always make me great comments and critics when is the times. This one was a little bit emotional, because I felt like Ianto,so I'm very, very proud you enjoyed it and sooooo happy!!!!!!!
Thank you so much to be my beta, my friend and my little sis ;)
Gros calins et big hug
Nadine
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Date: 2009-02-27 01:53 am (UTC)Hope you have a better week next week hun! =)
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Date: 2009-02-27 01:57 am (UTC)Yep, next week its the without school!!!!! Noi work for a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
Take care ma chérie
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Date: 2009-02-27 01:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 02:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 02:13 am (UTC)Great job!!
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Date: 2009-02-27 02:16 am (UTC)Love your icon !!!!
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Date: 2009-02-27 02:44 am (UTC)Your stories are very different from what other people write, and I mean that in a good way. I think I could recognize one of your stories even if I didn't see your name on it.
Also, is Morgia your real name or just a nickname? I've never seen the name Morgia before, and I wondered where it comes from.
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Date: 2009-02-27 02:53 am (UTC)Its a very fabulous comment you wrote, really, to be different it's great compliment, thank you very much. Maybe its because Frencj its my first language..... ;)
No Morgia it's not my real name. Its come from the Moria, in the Lord of the ring, its one of my favorite novel. Long time ago I searched a nickname for my writtens and I thought at this name and just put a g in, and I thought its sound good. My real name is Nadine ;)
Thank you so much for yours beautiful and so appreciated comments.
Take care
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Date: 2009-02-27 03:34 am (UTC)Drowning terrifies me (I live by the ocean), so this was tough to read but it drew me in all the same.
As psykoas04 said, your writing is very distinct.
You told me earlier in the week the kids were being beasts ... if you'd told me you have a break next week that would have explained it. Students no matter the age are just a mess the week before a break :-) At least you get some time off!
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:10 pm (UTC)Really? My writing is distinct? Haaaa thanks, you make me smile ;)
Yep, its a break week, on eweek without calss and teens..... naaaaa the heaven, but today they was nice, sa maybe my week was a shit, this day was really better. Its why I love in teaching, each are a surprise!
Thank you to take time to read and comment!!!
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Date: 2009-02-27 03:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 08:15 pm (UTC)On e time, like two years ago I was on my bike at Montreal and a car almost drived me on..... And the only thing I do was to scream: whooo ooo whooo! And I thought : yeurk, that could be my last words in the earth?????? So, since this time I really try to find a interesting sentence for th end.....LOL
Thanks to reas ;)
Its friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Take care
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Date: 2009-02-27 06:18 am (UTC)Here's hoping your RL job gets better :) *HUGS*
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:19 pm (UTC)My real life its very great today, my fabulous brother come at home tonight with his fabukous boyfriend for a supper and lot of wine ! So nice time for me ;)
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Date: 2009-02-27 06:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 08:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 07:11 am (UTC)sorry you've had a rough time with students, I know how much that can really bring a person down ... the only way to cope is to do something good for yourself, make you feel good ... then it's easier to cope with the little horrors ...
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:26 pm (UTC)Well, I'm agree with you, this week its now almost over and I know the next week gonna great (no school). Great times with friends, good book and a little trip to Toronto will be good enough to make me feel better :)
Thank you so much for tkaing time to read and comment (hooo and you knwo I read you checkmass... or something series but I'm always late in the chapter........... its very good ;))
Take care
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Date: 2009-02-27 11:59 am (UTC)*squishes fic and Ianto plus Jack*
Sometimes a wellness day can help when you're feeling down :)
In my case it's often more a wellness hour(not enough hours a day x3)which consists of a hot bubbly bath but that's often enough to help you relax
Just take some time for yourself :)
*HUGS* I hope your students will behave better soon.
Take care
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:28 pm (UTC)I will take care of me, this day was better and I know sometime just take rest help .
Take care my lovely
*hug*
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Date: 2009-03-01 02:36 pm (UTC)I sometimes need to remind myself too xP
*sighs* just tomorrow and then I can take a break.
You take care too
*hugs*
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Date: 2009-03-01 02:53 pm (UTC)Hug
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Date: 2009-03-01 03:00 pm (UTC)Thanks for the hug! It's just what I needed right now :D
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Date: 2009-03-01 03:15 pm (UTC)*bigger hug*
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Date: 2009-03-01 03:20 pm (UTC)Thank you, I will :)
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Date: 2009-02-27 02:50 pm (UTC)This was just amazing.
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:31 pm (UTC)*hug* Thanks Miss, its mean a lot your comment!!!
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Date: 2009-02-27 03:58 pm (UTC)*goes reread*
Yep, really fantastic!!
*big hugs* Sorry about your week. Take care of you, and make good use of the Semaine de relâche! Hope you'll have some good time.
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*off to read a third time*
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:33 pm (UTC)Yep, the week its almost over and I will really really make good use at ma semaine de relâche !!!!!! lol
Take care too!!!!!!
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 08:35 pm (UTC)Take care ;)
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:48 pm (UTC)yeah, after today I may just murder someone - any way to shoehorn a tax man into a story and kill him?
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Date: 2009-02-27 08:52 pm (UTC)What? Hummm, are you hangry about a tax man????? lol Ok, its week-end now, take a good wine (or beer) kiss your husband and/or call good friend for a great laugh session, its always work with me ;)
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Date: 2009-02-27 09:08 pm (UTC)wine will be poured in a minute - hubby too engrossed in his PC...I'm watching NCIS and Numbers and then, who knows...
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Date: 2009-02-28 11:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-27 09:27 pm (UTC)Hope you are having better days by now
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Date: 2009-02-28 11:22 pm (UTC)Yep, better day today, I had great times yesterday night with good friend so I'm very happy today !
Take care