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Title:  Blue Lizard  part 16 (WIP)
Author: Morgia
Rating: Mature, Adult  AU (very adult subject, sex  m/m w/w m/w and torture)
Genre: AU Thriller
Summary:  Everybody has secrets, sometime they wait in the shadow the good moment for taking the revenge.........
Chapter summary:  Where John reveals why he wants revenge and Ianto meets an old friend......
Pairings: Jack,/Ianto, team,Suzie, John Hart, OC, really different pairing, don't want to tell all the good suspence..... lol
Warnings: mature subject and bad words, mention of sex
Spoilers: no, its a AU series
Authors Notes:Ok, this is my first time in the world of the AU. My fabulous, gorgeous and so talented beta told me is was all right. I trust her. I'm a French Canadian, if you think my written style is weird, that the cause. 
Disclaimer:Torchwood and Dr. Who belong to RTD and the BBC.
Beta: The delicious just_being_me08     she 's soooo fabulous!!!! merci ma chérie!!!!!!!!

Sorry, I know Im very late for updating... I hope I still have readers ! :)  Enjoy !






 

Blue Lizard

 

 

 chapter 15

Chapter sixteen

 

The room seems to be empty; Ianto Jones can’t see anything but the walls around him. He feels so weak; he has the sensation of being out of his body. He remembers that a moment before, there was pink gas in the room; he remembers the pain in his lungs, the cold resignation of the death. The young man smiles, he remembers his face, the love in his eyes. Jack... He closes his eyes, he waits for the end. But death doesn’t come.

“Ianto? Is that you? Ianto?”

The young man open his eyes in a shot, he knows this voice. In front of him a fat teenager looks at him, he seems to be afraid. Ianto tries to focus, he feels dizzy. What he sees in front of him is impossible.

“Tom ? It’s impossible… You look so young…”

“Ianto? Why did you betray me? You were my best friend…. I trusted you Ianto!”

Shivers shake the young man violently, the past never forgets.

 

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“You are a dead man…”

The man’s voice is almost a whisper; a cold anger supports his every word.

“Jack… It was our only choice…”

“You know that I can’t die! And you still took me away from him? I HAVE TO SAVE HIM!”

The other man steps back, for a fragile moment he is afraid. But the moment of hesitation passes, he clenches his fists.

“Because I didn’t want to leave you there…”

“WHY?”

John Hart is a man with vengeance that devours him like an angry wolf. All these years he’s waited to find him, all this time he has had to elaborate upon how he will make him pay. Now, the famous Captain Jack Harkness is in front of him, he can savor the sweet taste of  triumph.

“Because I didn’t want you to be with him at the end… You don’t deserve that privilege….”

Jack Harkness looks at the other man, the man who had been his best friend and his lover all those years ago. All he sees now is the cold anger in his eyes.

“Why?”

His voice is broken, deep down he knows why the man in front of him wants revenge.

“Because when you killed my baby brother I was not there with him…”

Jack Harkness closes his eyes, nausea hits his throat, he feels so weak. He remembers the scream, the blood everywhere, the despair in his eyes: at the end John’s brother knew it was over.

“I had no choice John… He was infected; you know we didn’t have any other choice when one of us was infected… I… Believe me…I had no choice.”

The captain doesn’t look at the other man, even after all these years shame still grasps at his shoulders like claws. He kneels down the ground; he has the sensation of being empty.

“I had no choice John...”

The same sentence like a mantra, like he is convincing even himself, as if he is forgiving himself, like a prayer, one from someone who knows he’ll never get redemption. John stares at him for moment, hesitating between the urge to hurt him or to hold him firmly. At this moment, John Hart hates himself to still love this bastard.

“He was my baby brother Jack! I promised to protect him. How could you kill him like that? He was so afraid to go on that mission…”

“The beast attacked him from behind; he had no chance of survival… The bite was too deep. John, I had no choice, you know how fast the infection was. He was not your brother anymore….”

John closes his eyes, he has try hard to restrain his breathing, he has the sensation of something heavy being pressed against his chest. He remembers the event perfectly. It was the second mission with his little brother on his team. His little brother had been with the Time agency for only four months, he shouldn’t have been on that mission. But the orders were clear; exterminate the members of the colony who were infected, no survivors. At one moment the team had been divided; Jack was with his brother.

“I wanted to make you pay, to make you suffer slowly. I knew to do that I would have to find the ones you cared for the most. When I saw eye candy I knew I had found it. It was a real pleasure to hear him scream, to see his perfect body collapse under the pain…”

“You are just a bastard…”

“NO! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO KILLED HIM! I HATE YOU!”

With these words the man kicks Jack’s face who then crumbles to the ground. With each punch John screams his anger, he’s waited so long for this moment. Now that Jack is in front of him its like his rage too strong. He punches violently the other man, he wants so much to assuage this need for justice, he doesn’t want this hole inside him anymore. Tears flow down his face, his vision blurs.

“I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU !”

But deep down John Hart knows that what he really says is that he loves him. So he hits him harder and more often, with the faint hope of feeling free at last. The man under him does nothing to stop him; he lets John hit him because he knows he deserves it.

“John… I had no choice…I’m sorry…”

Then, it’s like something breaks inside John, he collapses on the other man and cries loudly. All his body shakes, he can’t control himself anymore.

“He was my baby brother Jack…I had to protect him… Jack…Jack…”

“John…”

Jack Harkness squeezes him firmly in his arms. The past never forgets.

 

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Suzie Costello looks at the monitor in front of her; she has the sensation of no longer having any emotion.  On the screen, the scene she stares at is one of Ianto Jones who hallucinates because of the pink gas: it works perfectly.

“Tom…It was so many years ago… I was young and afraid…”

She hears the voice of the young man from the speaker, but she doesn’t understand the meaning: Ianto Jones is in a world to which she has no access. Beside her a man stands. When he speaks he has a neutral voice.

“The experimentation goes well.”

 “Yes.”

The man replies without looking at her, he watches the screen monitor instead.

“The subject reacts perfectly. I just hope he will survive.”

“Ianto Jones is a strong man, he will.”

Suzie glances towards the man, he’s tall and handsome, the perfect image of a leader.

“It’s the moment you’ve waited for Thomas.”

“Yes.”

“Are you… happy?”

The man sighs profoundly, in his cold face a sad gleam passes in his eyes, his body tenses.

“Ianto Jones is an old friend; it’s always a great pleasure to meet one you loved.”

On the screen, the young man shakes violently, they can hear his sobs toward the speaker, from his ears and nose blood flow. 

“Put on the ventilation, the experimentation is over.”

Then the man exits the room.

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“You left me behind… You told me to not be afraid….”

The fat teenager looks at him with angry eyes, Ianto Jones is afraid, he doesn’t understand how his old friend can stand in front of him.

“They were not supposed to be there… It was supposed to be a simple theft but suddenly everything went mad!”

“LIAR! YOU LET ME BEHIND WITH THEM! I WAS ALONE!”

“Noooo…. No Thomas I’m sorry… I told you to run, I thought you were just behind me…I swear…”

Ianto Jones jerks under the sobs, he can’t take it anymore, a guilty feeling presses onto his chest heavily; he has difficulty to breathe.

“You told me you loved me… You had been the first who touched me despite my fat body…You told me I was beautiful!”

Ianto Jones squeezes his eyes shut, he remembers the night they spent together, his sweet and warm body under him. He loved him so much.

“I loved you so much…”

“LIAR!”

Then convulsing shakes him violently, blood flows down his face and he falls into the welcoming darkness. A moment later the door of the room opens and a tall man enters. He caresses softly Ianto’s face, smiles and detaches him from his silver chair. He takes the unconscious man in his arms and exits the room.

 

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“Are you certain Tosh that it’s the right place?”

Gwen Cooper stares at the Japanese woman, she doesn’t understand why she’s supposed to trust her.

“Yes, I’m certain. Ianto Jones is inside… At least Captain Harkness is.”

She looks seriously at the other woman. For a moment, both women look at each other, the tension is tangible.

“Oh damn it, stop that! You are ridiculous; our friends need us, that’s what is important. Take your guns, we have to stay together.”

The man’s voice is firm; there is no place for a reply. Three people stand in front of the closed door of this dark building, they are exhausted, too many deaths walk with them. They have no idea what is waiting for them behind the door. The moment they cross the entrance, the man takes his teammate’s hand.

“Gwen, I need you to stay alive….”

“You too Owen…”

The Japanese woman bites her lip, she has the feeling that something bad will happen.

TBC

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Chapter 17