Hoo yes, the flowers could look very ugly... But with sleep and friends around I feel already better:)

I know what you mean, its important to have someone you trust to help you with the written. I am always sooooooooooo stressed when I send writtens to my betas: anxious about the story and stressed about the grammar. One time I cried very much when I saw how much my beta had to do correction about my grammar. But she told me after that it was not so bad, that it was normal to have a lot of correction to do (maybe she was just too nice with me lol). Its very hard for me to trust someone enough to show my writtens before correction: its not my first language and I always have the sensation to be impostor... ;p

Its almost finished... I think its not too bad...

*gros câlins et bisous*
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