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morgia ([personal profile] morgia) wrote2009-10-02 08:22 pm
Entry tags:

anger


Title: Anger
Parings/characters: Ianto, Jack, music, beer
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood or any of the characters.
Summary: Ianto had a really shit day
Spoilers: No, not really, around the end of the season one
Rating: NC-15
Beta:the so awesome  
[info]thrace_adams
Genre: angstt, with some comfort  (short fic, drabbles ?)
Note from the author: I had a really shit day at the school thursday, my students was monsters. This is the result of my anger and exhaustion.


 

 

Anger

The flat looks so empty, even his sighs echo on the air. He takes off his coat and goes directly into the kitchen. He feels like shit. It was a hard day, the kind of day that makes him almost regret surviving Canary Wharf. He sighs again, knowing he should be thankful to be alive, but sometimes the screams in this head are so loud that he just wishes he would disappear. The light in the fridge enlightens the darkened room for a brief moment. He takes out a bottle of beer, opens it and takes a gulp. He doesn’t feel better, but at least the alcohol gives him a false sensation of happiness. His heavy steps drive him toward the living room. He turns on the table lamp. The place looks so wrong, the lack of life is like slap in the face. A sob bubbles up into his throat, but he restrains it, he doesn’t want to cry. He takes another gulp of his beer. He hates the silence of his flat, of his life. So he turns on the radio and puts on a CD. The music dances around him, he closes his eyes, for a moment the world around him is gone. The sound of a hard guitar explodes in the air, jumps inside him. All his anger and his exhaustion rolls up like a ball of fire in his stomach. A scream exits his mouth, his head follows the beat of the music. Like an insane doll, his body moves around the place, in a frenetic dance. Ianto Jones suddenly feels alive, he’s not afraid; for the moment he just feels. He sings loudly the lyrics of the song, nothing else matters anymore, he just wants to be. He doesn’t hear the door open behind him; he doesn’t see the look of the man in the door frame. But he feels the strong arms that embrace him, tastes the lips on his own. Suddenly the anger disappears, the exhaustion flies away, a soft smile plays on his lips. Jack……..

The end

 

 

[identity profile] hab318princess.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
good question... I've got no idea (I've spent the last three weeks back in the old department to cover sickness absence of P, everyone's stressed as we are far behind with the work - though I got some much needed overtime out of it - and I'm back at my normal desk from Monday and I have yet to get a specific date for my official re-training after turning out to be really bad in my new job role - but possibly not until after the Hub and my holiday, so November...)

sorry, that was rather a lot of ranting

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I bring the little party hat!!!!

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Ho that is very boring for you! I know what is it when work goes bad. Im lucky this year, people who work with me are very great.

Im certain all its gonna be all right. Anyway its just a job, focus of what is really important *hug*

Take care !!!!!!!!!

[identity profile] hab318princess.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not so much boring as annoying - I want to do my job well and not let doctors and patients down! And that's just not happening when all we do is chase our tails and have a stressed, very stressed manager

and trust me, having that job is important... I need the money :D

*hugs*

[identity profile] wykling.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
And I'll bring the party poppers! ;D

[identity profile] na-shao.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Je me permets de répondre en Français vu que tu es Québécoise :D (je suis française d'origine canadienne, ça fait plaisir de retrouver des francophones sur le fandom qui écrivent bien en anglais ! \0/)

C'était vraiment un joli morceau de vie. Je dois avouer que je ne connais que trop bien ce sentiment, quand on se sent tellement fatigué par le monde autour de nous, après une journée bien nulle (surtout au lycée, je compatis ahaha, les élèves sont particulièrement ignobles avec les professeurs parfois).

La fin est parfaite, délicate et juste adorable ! On a tous besoin d'un Jack pour illuminer notre vie. :D

Merci d'avoir partagé en tout cas, j'ai beaucoup apprécié ! ^-^

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
and I'll bring the game with the donkey !!!

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
naaaaaaa well, at least you seems to like it, that is very important. Relax when you come home and during the week-end !

I understand, I need money too. But, please, take care ok ?

*HUGS*

[identity profile] hab318princess.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, and I will... plot bunnies running wild, so that helps - writing is my escape / relaxation

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Bonjour,
Effectivement ça fait plaisir de rencontrer des gens qui parlent français et qui adorent Torchwood!

Merci! J'adore écrire à propos, je trouve que c'est vraiment un beau et intéressant personnage. Je suis vraiment contente que tu aimes ce petits morceaux d'écritures. Oui, les étudiants peuvent être des monstres!!

Hummm, oui, j'en veux un Jack dans ma vie !!!lol

Merci d'avoir lu et commenté!:)

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Haaaaa that great !!!!!! Yep, write!!!!!!!!

[identity profile] constantinepain.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Aaaah! Sweet! I can so see Ianto dancing and singing his lungs out, with Jack watching him! *imagines what would happen after* Awesome!

[identity profile] hab318princess.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I flooded the comms yesterday - 1 fic, 1 drabble and 1 update on my epic :D and I'm writing

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! Humm, yes, I can perfectly imagine what they did after......
;)

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-03 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Im writing too!!!!!!!!!

[identity profile] jcad6169.livejournal.com 2009-10-04 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
great fic!!

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-04 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you !!!!

[identity profile] freekydj.livejournal.com 2009-10-05 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry for the crummy day, but I can so identify with this. Music & dancing is such an outlet for all the good and bad....

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-05 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Its all right, the students are not so bad. Music is so perfect with bad and good day, indeed.

Thanks for read and comment! This is you and your family???

[identity profile] freekydj.livejournal.com 2009-10-05 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Myself and husband in middle. My best friend is the lady on the right, she introduced us in 1991. She met her husband (tall guy far left) on the same weekend camping trip that I finally agreed to camp in the same tent with my future husband a year later (1992). He tried to steal her campsite, and they decided to share instead! They married a few months before us at the end of 1996. We were married the summer of 1997. We have no children, so my dogs are where all the mother hen instincts go to for me.

[identity profile] morgia.livejournal.com 2009-10-05 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hooooo that is sooooooooooooo romantic!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nice to meet you !!!

I just have my cat in my life right now.... ;)

Take care !!!!

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