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Title: Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream…chapter five

Pairing: Jack/Ianto , the team
Rating: NC-17, angst
Spoilers
: Not really, somewhere early in season 1, but after countryside and cyberwoman
Disclaimer
: No, I don't know them

Summary: Torchwood team has problem, can Jack save them all ?
Summary chapter:  What’s real?

Notes:  So this is a new series. I hope you gonna like it. I don’t know what I have this days, my life it’s a little bit complicated, a moment I laugh and the moment after I cry. My muses are crazy… and no I’m not pregnant, I’m only a teach.
Beta: the so fabulous and talented just_being_me08  
 


Previous chapter




Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream….

 

 

 

Chapter five

 

On the roof

On the roof, two men stand. To a stranger’s eyes, they look as if they are locked together in a dance, like two passionate lovers. But, it’s not how it looks, the scene is passionate, but one man is fight for life, the other for an inevitable and intense death.

“Jack! Let me go! You don’t understand…. I will fly!”

“IANTO! I thought I that I’d lost you once, I swear I will not let you down twice…”

“Jack I hate you! Let me go!”

“Never, Ianto Jones! I know you don’t hate me… ”

Two bodies fight desperately; they move dangerously near the edge, the sound of their saccade breaths cut the air like macabre music. Then, the edge is too near; open space seems to want to devour them. A foot in the wrong place, a move at the wrong time and their balance will be lost, the dark emptiness ready to hold them tight. In the starry night, two men fall over the edge in a firm embrace.

 

Two hours before

Ianto Jones runs with fear pushing down on his back. He knows Owen is not far away, he can hear him yelling angry words. He doesn’t understand, everything seemed to be so perfect only a moment before, the world looks beautiful like he is seeing its beauty for the first time. He feels so alive, so free, like all his problems have gone away. For that intense moment the shadows didn’t want to cover him, the sadness didn’t put its cold fingers around his neck. Now, he’s scared, he’s not certain about anything, he has the cruel thought that his teammates want to kill him. So he runs. Suddenly, strong arms stop him and he moves against a body. Jack

“Shhhh, it’s all right Ianto, I’m here now!”

“Jack? How?”

“I came back from London after you called me, I saw you on the CCTV….”

Ianto feels alive again, his face burying into the Captain’s coat as he smells the intense scent of his secret lover. The world is brilliant again; his wings are strong and fabulous on his back. But Owen’s voice breaks through into his ears and a moment after a hard impact throws him down to the ground. His body hurts; he feels blood on his face and sees Owen’s punch coming faster. Then, he hears Jack’s screams and the attack stops. Ianto feels the fear hold him and all he wants is to run away. He notices the emergency stairs in the corner, stands up and sprints. He doesn’t care about what is happening behind him, he realizes that the stairs is the only way to get the roof, to be close to the sky and to fly.

 

One hour and thirty minutes later

Jack feels like his body his broken, the emptiness is everywhere around him, his tears spilt down his cheeks. The pain is cruelly intense. He doesn’t understand. How I was able to drop him? The anger makes him crazy; he punches the ground furiously with his hands, searching for a way to transfer the pain. Blood covers his knuckles. Its like a dream, he can see the blood, but he doesn’t feel anything. The scream that escapes his mouth sounds like an animal’s moan. When his sob finally calms down, he hears a soft groan beside him. He can’t believe what he sees, his breath stopping for a moment.

“Ianto…”

Delicately, in fear that it is all a painful dream, he takes the unconscious young man in his arms. His hand caresses his face; his mouth kisses his lips to be certain that they are alive. He doesn’t understand, the sphere isn’t supposed to have an effect on him. But he’s alive, he didn’t fall….

 

 

Now

Cardiff is a big city. The nights are never totally dark; the lights are everywhere, like a brilliant presence that comforts the little kids in their beds. But tonight, the lights don’t seem to protect the two men who are falling. They are wrapped around each other, grasping frantically at each other’s bodies. They do not fly, they tumble towards death together. But suddenly, a powerful light covers them both and they fall slower.

TBC

 

 Chapter six

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Title: Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream…chapter four

Pairing: Jack/Ianto , the team
Rating: NC-17, angst
Spoilers
: Not really, somewhere early in season 1, but after countryside and cyberwoman
Disclaimer
: No, I don't know them

Summary: Torchwood team has problem, can Jack save them all ?
Summary chapter:  Jack will save the day… really ?

Notes:  So this is a new series. I hope you gonna like it. I don’t know what I have this days, my life it’s a little bit complicated, a moment I laugh and the moment after I cry. My muses are crazy… and no I’m not pregnant, I’m only a teach.

Beta: the so fabulous and talented just_being_me08 
 

Previous chapter



Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream….

 

 

Chapter four

At the same time as the young man falls, emptiness expands in his mind. The scream stays trapped inside his throat, he suddenly feels so feeble. Behind him he can hear his other team members panicking. His medic needs him. Jack knows he has to do something quickly to save him, but he can’t look away, it’s like a part of his soul is falling too. His fingers grasp furiously at the edge of the roof, his knuckles are white. The pain is welcoming, it helps him to focus. Like a dream he turns away and walks towards Owen. He strongly takes his face into his hands, forcing the medic to look at him.

“Owen, listen to me. I’m here for you. Trust me, all it’s gonna be all right…”

“Jack? I shot you! And the tea boy…”

“Shhhhh…. It’s ok, I’m here now…”

The other man is confused for a moment, then, his eyes look directly at the others.

“Jack? What has happened?”

“Something intoxicated you. Nothing was real. Ianto didn’t want to poison you…”

 “Jack…. I’m so sorry! What have I done?”

“Shhhh, Owen you have to focus, the girls need you back at the Hub. Can you go?”

“Yes… yes of course…. I’m on my way…”

The medic turns away without a look and leaves the Jack alone. On the roof, a man stands. Horror squeezing his heart and shivers shaking him hard. He has the sensation that something is pressing firmly on his torso that makes it that little harder to breathe. His vision blurs for a moment, his heartbeat too rapid.

Two hours before Jack’s return from London

Owen run out of the Hub, he wants to beat Ianto Jones, to make him pay for what he did to them. He traced him by CCTV, saw him at the fountain. All his energies are focused on his anger about the tea boy. He finds him few minutes later. Ianto Jones stands beside the cascade, a blissful smile on his face.

“Owen! You are so beautiful! Do you see how clear this water is?”

The answer comes with a punch to his face. Ianto falls from the impact. The surprise and the shock are visible in his eyes.

“Fucking tea boy, I will kill you for what you have done.”

Fear grows inside him, hunting the light happiness that had rocked him before. Owen has terrified him, he doesn’t understand. He feels his wings strongly on his back, so he stands up proudly and runs away. He has the urge to glide; soon he knows he will be ready to fly. Owen doesn’t react immediately, he watches for a moment as Ianto disappears into the masses. Then, Tosh’s face appears in his mind and the rage grows deep inside him. He has to catch him; the tea boy will die for his actions.

 

Three hours after Jack returns from London

The tunnels are dark, the sound of the shotgun amplified. He walks slowly, taking care to not make any noise. He has to stop her; he has to be near enough to catch her and not being shot at the same time. The view of his team member so broken makes him angry about himself, for not have been there. Gwen looks like she has been completely abandoned; she looks like a lost little girl in a bad world. But for her, the bad wolf seems to be everywhere. Jack bites his lip; all he wants is to hug her and makes the promise that it’s all going to be all right. In a jump he disarms her and puts the gun away. Gwen screams and tries to hurt him with her nails, but Jack takes her firmly against him, murmuring comforting words into her ear. However, it doesn’t seem to make a difference as she continues to scream and fight. If she doesn’t stop soon she will have a heart attack. So Jack does the only thing that could calm her and then save her life, he kisses her. His lips desperately touch her lips, trying to give her in this act the power and the protection that she needs. Nothing happens for a moment, until she reacts and kisses him in return. Her body relaxes, her mouth daringly searching Jack’s mouth. They stand like this for a moment, Jacks embraces Gwen firmly. She looks to recover quickly.

“Jack….”

“I’m here now…”

“I was so afraid… So alone…”

“Shhhh….Don’t worry I’m going to protect you…”

 

On the roof after Owen’s departure

 The famous Captain Jack Harkness falls to his knees, he’s completely devastated. Angry tears drop from his face. I failed… I let him go… I’m a murderer… The pain is everywhere; it’s like a fire that burns inside him, killing him violently. The suffering sends him blind, he doesn’t have consciousness that close to him him, Ianto Jones lies there alive.

TBC

Chapter five

 So do you really beleive I could kill our so gorgeous Ianto ??? Never... Well yes, I did one time in the past... or two times....  lol Thank you so much for read and comment, its really, really appreciated;) Big hug who everyone need one

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Title: Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream…chapter three

Pairing: Jack/Ianto , the team
Rating: NC-17, angst
Spoilers
: Not really, somewhere early in season 1, but after countryside and cyberwoman
Disclaimer
: No, I don't know them
Summary: Torchwood team has problem, can Jack save them all ?
Summary chapter:  When bad thing happens….

Notes:  So this is a new series. I hope you gonna like it. I don’t know what I have this days, my life it’s a little bit complicated, a moment I laugh and the moment after I cry. My muses are crazy… and no I’m not pregnant, I’m only a teach.
Beta: the so fabulous and talented just_being_me08 
 


Previous chapter


Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones; it’s not a dream….

 

Chapter three

 

London, twelve hours before the gun shot on the roof

The feeling doesn’t leave him alone. It’s a cold hand pressing heavily on his neck, like a storm building slowly inside him. He knows something really bad is just waiting to happen, but he doesn’t know how or even where. The meeting doesn’t seem to even have an end. He has to listen; he has to convince himself that it is imperative for him to be there. The Prime Minister talks about the world, the dangers, the security; of course all that is important. But, the feeling doesn’t want to leave him alone. He knows something really bad is going to happen and this certainty is driving Jack Harkness crazy.

 

Four hours after Gwen and Owen found Toshiko bleeding

He feels so light, the butterflies may have left him alone, but it doesn’t matter now, he’s a butterfly himself. He looks at his wings; they are so beautiful, every sensation and feeling amplified. All he can smell is this delicate fragrance that surrounds him, the lights of the street lamps are so brilliant that they almost hurt his eyes, the conversations and the laughing from the people around him sound like music to his ears, the soft wind on his skin is like Jack’s touch. Jack…. Thinking of Jack makes Ianto smile. Suddenly the desire to be with him is unbearable; like he has to speak to him at the very least. He searches for his phone, but he remembers that it is still at the Hub. He has the urge to fly straight to a public phone. Jack…

“Jack Harkness speaking.”

“Jack….. Sir… it’s so beautiful…”

“Ianto? What’s wrong? Where are you?”

“Jack…. It’s amazing how free I feel… your voice sounds fabulous… speak to me sir…”

“Ianto, what’s happening? Where are you? Where are the others?”

“The butterflies were everywhere… Tosh… Tosh was screaming, but I don’t know why… Jack, I’m gonna fly… I’m so proud of myself…”

“Ianto, please, listen to me! Stay where you are, I’m on my way. Don’t do anything stupid. Ianto?....”

But nobody answers him, Ianto is gone, he didn’t hear Jack’s last words. He saw the fountain and he definitively wanted to touch it.

 

Three hours before Jack returns

Owen wraps bandages around Tosh’s wounds. He doesn’t understand, what’s happened and why she’s alone. Where’s the tea boy? He doesn’t like the situation, something very bad has happened and he can’t understand what. He looks over to Gwen; who seems to be distracted by something. She always looks around her like she expects to see someone or something appear right in front of her. But just as he wants to ask her what’s wrong Tosh grabs his wrist.

“Owen… its Ianto’s fault… he poisoned us…”

“What? Tosh…what did you say?”

“He did this to me…. Owen, Ianto wants to kill us…”

“That fucking tea boy… I will make him pay for this…. I gonna kill him…”

Right then and there in the Hub, Owen talks to an unconscious Tosh whilst Gwen looks nervously around her, seeing shadows and hearing sounds that never existed.

 

 

Three hours before the gun shot on the roof

Jack found Toshiko in the medical bay two hours ago. She was pale, her heart beat was painfully slow, but she was alive. He gave her sedative and left her. She was safe for now. He hates himself for not being more aware of all of those bad feeling that he had. He knew something bad had happened. Ianto’s call had just confirmed it. Ianto, he had sounded so strange, he was not himself. He didn’t hesitate, leaving the meeting immediately. The safety of the world was right now in danger, he had no time anymore for anymore theories. The journey had seemed like the worst trip of his life. If I’m too late… He thought with fear squeezing round his throat. When he entered the Hub he knew that the worst had happened. He saw the glass sphere and his heart beat stopped for a brief moment. No, not again…. He knew what that thing was, what damage it could do. He had seen this before, on another planet, with other people’s lives. But, the results are the same: the madness that takes its victims to the edge and in the end causes their hearts to give out. The only chance he has now is to convince his team that none of it is real. But if it’s too late....He doesn’t want to think about that, he wants to believe that it all is going to be all right. He takes the sphere and he puts it into his pocket. It can have no influence on him, having had all that time agent’s training has some advantages at the very least. He hears a gun shot somewhere in the basement. He runs, his team is in trouble and somehow he will save them all. It’s not too late…. They have to hang on, I’m here now…

 

On the roof

The hands are covered in blood. Jack tries to take Ianto’s hand more firmly, but it’s slippery and the pain in his shoulder is starting to burn. Suddenly, it’s all like a movie in slow motion, he feels Ianto’s hand slip away and he can do nothing to stop it. He wants to scream but the horror of the situation paralyzes his voice. Through space he watches as his young team member falls further and further.

TBC

 Chapter four

Thank you so much to read and comment, its really, really appreciated !!!! Big hug to everyone

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Title: Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream…
Pairing: Jack/Ianto , the team
Rating: NC-17, angst
Spoilers
: Not really, somewhere early in season 1, but after countryside and cyberwoman
Disclaimer
: No, I don't know them

Summary: Torchwood team have problem, can Jack save them all ?
Summary chapter: The calm before the storm…

Notes:  So this is a new series. I hope you gonna like it. I don’t know what I have this days, my life it’s a little bit complicated, a moment I laugh and the moment after I cry. My muses are crazy… and no I’m not pregnant, I’m only a teach.
Beta: the so fabulous and talented 
just_being_me08


 


Prologue



 

Shhhhh…. Close your eyes Ianto Jones, it’s not a dream….

 

Chapter one


Thirty-six hours before the confrontation on the roof


“Right, so if you need to contact me use my cell, it will always be on. If you have any problems what so ever I will be back faster than any of you can blink.”

“Jack, don’t worry! We’ll be fine. We’re not kids, we’re Torchwood.”

“I know Gwen, but that’s what I’m so afraid of…”

“Jack…”

“Anyway! I have to go at London for a meeting with the Prime Minister, however boring that might sound., Do you want me to bring you a souvenir?”

“Like what?”

“I don’t know… Big Ben in cheese? Or, no, wait, I know a place where they sell these little toys you can play with Rhys with. They’re called  The Big Ben head search, really exciting and…”

“Jaaack!”

A laugh explodes in the main office and sounds out through the Hub. Toshiko raises her eyes from her computer screen and looks into the office. She smiles, happiness is something she never has had enough of, and she feels like she always needs it. At her side, Owen just mutters something about work privileges. He looks Gwen directly in the eyes as they leave Jack’s office and takes the stairs to go and join them. Somewhere, almost in the shadows, Ianto Jones silently picks up all the dishes and others things that lie forgotten around the place. He’s elegant, his suit is perfectly fitted, everyone of his movements illustrate his professionalism. He is a good tea boy. He doesn’t seem to have heard the laugh, but in reality he has heard it all. He closes his eyes for a moment and tries to stop the wave of jealousy that begins to build inside him. You’re pathetic Ianto Jones he thinks to himself angrily.

“I’m going to be gone for two days. If you need to contact me, use my cell. Don’t start playing heroes whilst I’m away ok? Look after each other, don’t forget you are a team, all of you.”

The team nods and Jack smiles. He’s so proud of his brilliant members. He trusts all of them: his so talented Toshiko, his exceptional medic and his beautiful Gwen. Slowly, he turns his head to where his youngest member stands. He has to restrain himself to not run forward and hug him. He looks so alone. Then, something breaks inside him, this is all so wrong. He promises himself that he will do something on his return. Ianto Jones doesn’t deserve to be alone, not anymore…

Jack Harkness glances at his team once more and then walks away. When he passes Ianto he softly caresses his shoulder, but doesn’t meet his gaze. He can feel shivers flowing through Ianto’s body. It’s too soon to show more, but he swears all that will change on his return.

 

 

Twenty-four hours after Jack had left

A scream breaks through the air of the Hub; objects crash to the ground, fear deforms Toshiko’s face. She shakes hysterically; every time even Ianto tries to touch her she pushes away his hands furiously.

“They’re everywhere! Lizards…. They’re are all around me! Trying to bite me…. Nooo! They’re on my legs!!!!! Noooooo!”

Ianto stands beside her, trying to grip her shoulders to calm her, as there is nothing around or even on her body. She looks crazy, scratching desperately at her skin, like she trying to escape something invisible. She begins to hurt herself, bleeding wounds appearing on her pale skin. Something’s wrong, something’s really wrong and Ianto Jones doesn’t know what to do. He’s alone with her; the others are on a mission, rift activity. Jack, he’s in London, too far away to help. He’s all his own.

“Tosh! Please look at me, there is nothing there, just you and me. You’re safe.”

“Noooo! Don’t hurt me! Please…. It burns…. It hurts…”

He knows she doesn’t see him; she’s panicking beyond all control. He doesn’t understand, he feels weak, useless like the day with Lisa at Canary Wharf. Suddenly, Ianto can’t breathe, his lungs are burning. What’s happening? What’s happening to me? Then, he sees butterflies flying everywhere in the hub, a hundred multicolor butterflies twirling around him as if in a dance, blinding and confusing him. Suddenly he feels so light, it’s seems as if his feet are no longer touching the ground anymore. He feels so free and Toshiko’s scream is so far away now….

TBC

Chapter two

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